I perpetually design visions of what I could make my life, the type of lifestyle I will craft into existence for myself, the person I will force myself into becoming. I often wonder if I will ever not be imagining what could be and just enjoy what is. How do I continue to dream without losing the present?
If by some odd happenstance I transform my daydreams into reality, I wonder if I will continue to try to change myself. Forever, looking to that future date, to that life I think I should be living. Or will I find other things to occupy my dreams; will I be less self focused? I want my dreams to incorporate the people who matter in my life; I want to build a life with them not around them.
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