Today is Friday the 13th, and I lucked out. It was a very lengthy day for me, but it was also very productive. I even got to spend time with one of my oldest friends while I spoiled myself rotten. When I look at my bank account tomorrow, I might not feel the same way about the $15 plate of food, glass of wine plus dessert. For now all that just made my day. I tried something new, I got some errands done, and I had fun.
Recently, I’ve been really exhausted by 10pm, but I have been unwilling to go to sleep. I just don’t want to; I’m not ready to give up on the day yet. I just wish I knew why, because truthfully I am awfully tired. The few times I do try to just go to sleep, I lie awake, my mind circling over the days’ events, like the tread on a treadmill. Always, moving without getting anywhere.
I dream about work, not every night, but often enough for me to resent it. That is why socializing tonight was so great! It got my mind off work for awhile. Maybe, when I dream tonight, it will just be about walking under a latter, and being stuck in an elevator stopped on the 13th floor. I hope everyone else’s Friday had as good as an ending as mine.
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